Started this session feeling very weak and shallow in God's presence. What I am doing here...? Until I realised again that this faith, this place, this community is made for people like me - helpless, constantly failing to live up to what I say I believe, double-minded, selfish, full of words but "missing in actions", and needing others. Spent some time playing the drum and praying in tongues, encouraging God's spirit to flow through me, to bypass my own self-obsessed thought processes and let God's voice interrupt. It was wonderful.
Ian
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