Saturday, June 30, 2007

11.00pm - 1.00am

not really sure I can put any coherent thoughts down! Am just amazed again at the awesomeness of God, and humbled. I find it hard to really believe what I know sometimes. I am loved, but I don't feel loveable, am accepted but don't feel I deserve it. Want to live a simple, genuine faith, but spend too much time complicating things, thinking about myself when I should be praying for others, feeling like a fraud. I know this - I love Jesus - I don't even feel worthy to say that much of the time, but I do, I love Jesus. It really is all about Jesus, pure and simple. What a friend we have in Him! Really touched reading in Pete Greigs book, God on Mute, about the guy who wrote that hymn and the story behind it, a hymn borne of experience of raw pain alongside knowledge of eternal hope, and trust in a God who really does care, fact.

Emma

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