Saturday, June 30, 2007

9-11pm

Good prayer slot, I felt the overall result was positive, I started with some worship, trying to get in tune with God, the environment was very condusive for this purpose and I would say I felt very much connected to God. I managed to unravel some thoughts that had been going through my mind lately and felt like I had communicated where I am personally with God, which obviously God knows but through doing this have felt very encouraged and supported. I was not actually looking for anything in particular, no words or anything, and it was not as though I was asking for anything from God, I think I was just really looking to spend some much needed time with our father, at points I did try to do some praying for other people, and the only prayer that I could whole heartedly pray was 'Father, let your will be done in our lives.' I've been feeling this prayer running through our community for some time and personally know that God is slowly bending me to take up more of an obedient posture and really searching for 'his will', to be honest I think it is the attitude or process of searching for God's will that is more important than the actual specific thing God may want us to do, I believe God is really trying to just get me into a workable position, a true disciple who is ready to take on greater things, I'm not there yet but felt good from the prayer session.

Gell

No comments: